Monday, 7 October 2013

A Natter with Nash

(This interview is taken from Issue 8 of Storehouse Magazine, my university's SU ran publication, which I write for and edit too. Copies of Storehouse will be available online and around Norwich from early February!)


We had a chat with Kate Nash about her latest show at the Waterfront, creative control in the music industry, and being a feminist.

When Kate Nash’s representation ring me up it takes ages to patch me through to her, the process is lengthy and I get disconnected so many times that I begin to wonder if the interview is actually going to take place. But once I get through it feels bizarre and slightly disjointed, like having a telephone job interview, except that I know a lot about this person already. You can’t help but feel like you do when you hear her music. Her lyrics hold a subtly intimate but relatable quality that has worked to her favour in the pop music industry. Where other female singer songwriters make the private a public matter, Kate Nash alludes to it.

Although Kate’s career has now taken a new turn, she is more Courtney Love and less Lily Allen. Her mockney tones that once felt twee and playful now yell defiantly at female oppression in relationships, work and life. Kate Nash’s work has left the cosy confines of the relationship at home as depicted in her 2007 album Made Of Bricks and now focuses on the bigger picture of modern day feminism, something she seems to have comfortably found her niche in.

C: You got signed at quite a young age; did you always want to pursue music as a career?

K: I think so. I mean, growing up I was really into music and I was writing songs at home, and then I actually went to the Brit School [performing arts college in London]. I studied theatre and I wanted to be an actress but then I didn’t get into any universities or drama schools so it was after that that I went back to music and started a Myspace page. I was like “Right, I’m gonna do this.” It was all the rejections from uni’s that really made me push to do something interesting and creative.

C: So you went to the Brit School, do you have any particularly funny stories or anything you’d like to share?

K: There was always a lot of fun stuff happening, like it was really creative. I guess there were moments where you would be standing there in the reception and musical theatre students would be doing backflips. There would be moments where the entire canteen would literally break into song. There were actually moments that were like “Fame”. It was really fun.

C: Do you think that rejection can often motivate you?

K: Yeah, I think it was the reason that I am where I am. It was one of those moments where all my friends are doing something really cool and interesting and learning. I felt left behind and I thought, “I need to do something”.

C: Because careers in the arts can often be regarded as insecure, did you have a more “stable”, so to speak, back up plan?

K: I didn’t have one. And I always tell people not to have one. I think that if you have a back up plan you will give up on doing that [what you wanted to do originally]. That’s just sort of my experience with it, that people that can worry about needing to have a back up plan and just end up getting too caught up down that line. And you just keep working on that and then you end up being in that job. If you dedicate 100% of your time doing something creative then you’re gonna have more opportunities and stuff within that because you’ve been working on it constantly, you know?

C: Do you feel like your work has progressed into a different place in comparison to when you were, say, twenty?

K: Yeah, absolutely.

C: In what ways do you think your style has changed?

K: In lots of things, the way I look and the way I dress and the music that I’m writing, the lyrics, the life experience that I’ve had, the things I’m writing about, my opinions. I’ve had more experience in studios, and playing live shows for the past seven years has given me more confidence and knowledge.

C: I didn’t want to mention the current Miley Cyrus situation, but there is a point Sinead O’Connor made about the music industry that I found interesting. When you were first signed, did you have a lot of creative control, or did your label want you to project a certain image?

K: Not that I knew of, I don’t feel like I was really pushed. I felt really happy with everything that I was doing and I was very much in control. However I did get dropped from my record label last year, so I kind of feel like that has something to do with it that I am very independent, outspoken and not controlled by the industry, so I guess that wasn’t really a big enough money maker for them.

C: So do you think it’s important to follow your own desires as an artist, and not conform to a style?

K: Yeah.

C: You’ve got quite an involvement in the DIY punk scene, how are you related to The Tuts work?

K: They were fans of mine and I did this blog on my Tumblr where I was posting and supporting female talent, well actually, any talent. I did this thing where I was celebrating anyone being able to do what they want and, y’know, just celebrating creativity and stuff. I was like, “I’ll post anyone on my blog” and they sent me that video they did and then they came along to a few things that I did. Like I shot a music video in a pub and they were extras in it. And then I asked them to open for a London show, and then I just asked them to come on tour and we’re friends now, so that was how it happened really.

C: Do you think there is a shortage of female singer songwriters in the contemporary music industry?

K: I do, yeah. I think hopefully there may be a bunch of girls out there now who aspire [to make music] like other women, I think it’s really cool that Haim are very successful because they’re very genuine, they’re just girls in a band. They write their own songs and they play their own instruments, they’re really real and they’re different to your usual pop stars. I think they could be very inspiring to lots of young girls, so yeah, I hope to see more of it.

C: You’re obviously an advocate for feminism and positive body image.

K: Yeah, I’d definitely call myself a feminist. I’ve worked a lot with girls in schools on stuff like body image and self-esteem, I’m always preaching about it at my shows.

C: There is still a size 0 epidemic issue especially seen at this weeks London Fashion Week, do you ever think a change will come about regarding the weight issue in high fashion?

K: I dunno, I think that there is definitely a lot of problems in that area. If there is going to be change it will be a long time coming.

C: Do you think your personal life and the way you view the world influences your song writing?

K: Yeah, the way I write is really personal so I tend to write about everything that’s happening in my life. It’s like therapy, writing songs for me. So yes, it is quite personal.

C: This is a topic seen at art school as well, the choice to work about personal stuff or alternatively, other more external issues. Have you ever written about anything more external, or has your work been more in an introspective vein?

K: There’s a few things, to be honest I always link it back to being relative to my life. I wanted to make a statement when Pussy Riot were in prison, so I wrote a song called “Free My Pussy” which is also about me and about the issues I was feeling, about being trapped and supressed in many ways. I do like to relate everything back to my own life.

C: It makes sense as you view the world through your unique perspective. You have often written about mundane things, day to day life, mouthwash… Do you like to insert humour into your lyrics as well?

K: Yeah there’s a lot of sarcasm and British humour in my songs.

C: Who influenced you whilst growing up?

K: Well I was really into a lot of pop music, I was into Celine Dion but also I was really into Oasis. My parents listened to a lot of really good music like The Beatles and The Rolling Stones and some Irish folk music. And then I got very into Eminem and garage music and then I got into Punk and Indie when I was like sixteen, seventeen.

C: Do you have any routines for creating? Any rituals or certain locations you find that help you write music?

K: I go to my rehearsal room in my house, I feel really comfortable there, in that sort of place. It’s a place I feel where I can write the best.

C: Have you ever had writer’s block before?

K: I think everyone sort of suffers from it every now and then, but you just have to work hard and realise that. Just don’t panic about it and keep working.

C: Do you take a lot of criticism into account? Do you let it actively affect your work and the way you perceive your work?

K: I don’t really take it into account, I just try to ignore it to be honest with you. I think I’ve always been really stubborn. I’ve always been the kind of person who when someone tells me what to do, I want to do the opposite. I just try to ignore it and focus on what I am inspired by.

C: Have you got any advice for our art student readers?

K: Just work really hard, and if you work in the arts you just can’t really be lazy. You literally have to work hard at what you do, every single day. Allow yourself to grow and develop and just don’t try to perfect something too much. Don’t obsess over it. I mean, all artists do that, but you just literally put your first thing out there and that will really help you to develop. Meet other likeminded people, get yourself out on the scene and make friends with people. And like I said, it’s [all about] determination and having a really strong work ethic. There isn’t any room for laziness in the arts, you just have to work hard, that’s my advice.


The wonderful Tuts bandcamp can be located here and Kate Nash's Tumblr is here.

Wednesday, 7 August 2013

Midweek Madness with Moni and Mullally


   So what have I been doing with my time, you ask? Besides working as a burrito bitch at El Mexicana, (my job responsibilities include: me practising my disgruntled adolescent public services employee face, having fun making coffee with a REAL MACHINE :D and just chucking salsa everywhere). I'm hardly getting any art done however.
   I have just realised a key activity in my summer that doesn't include me being tired and angry all the time. Wednesdays are becoming Monika and I’s day of fun. We usually begin late afternoon, when I have finished work and Monika has claimed her dole money, we start watching a classic comedy series and finish by tea time.
   Last year we watched a lot of Chris Lilley, but this summer has been claimed by the alumni of Brass Eye and The Day Today, with occasional things starring that guy who played Michael from Alan Partridge, such as MONKEY DUST (best animated comedy ever, didn’t even know he was in it!!).
   Along with laughing our heads off, we eat. We make treats such as a Michael Special (refer to my tumblr post from last week) or Nutella Mug Cakes.
   Some Wednesdays we have a special day out, and two weeks ago we met Alan Partridge at the Norwich premiere*. And next Wednesday we plan to go see Alpha Papa!**
   I like the fact mine and Moni’s day falls on a Wednesday because on account of my career as a burrito stuffer, I now work full time. And fun Wednesdays break up the weeks monotonies.
   Also Wednesdays will always be dire to me because Wednesdays at school meant TECH CLASS which I was split up from my best friends in, and usually meant I had to partake in machinery-based exercises and break things/cut myself/live in fear of cutting myself.
   All in all, Mullally and Moni midweek madness is definitely one of the best things of this summer.


Monkey Dust's Ivan Dobksy the "meat safe murderer" i.e. Simon Greenall, always has me cracking up, besides his sad story of false imprisonment. Monkey Dust is very dark in humour anyway, but that's what I love about it. It laughs at sad situations, as my Dad always taught me, if you're not laughing at these things, you're crying. Something I've noticed that manifests through my behaviour and sense of humour, I'm usually the friend who "pushes it" too far. 

I actually remember watching the Day Today when I was as young as eight. The Pool Supervisor has been an in-joke in my family for years, and I remember staying up late with Dad some nights watching this show on the sly. Mockumentary has always had a place in my heart, as I love documentary and journalism, yet I love fiction and joking around too, so it fits perfectly into my tastes. I'm even considering writing mockumentary for some of my art in my upcoming third year of my degree. 

Chris Morris in Brass Eye, the highly controversial satirical series from 1997. More pathos viewed in comedy, as Morris pokes fun at such big subjects like children on drugs or pedophilia. 

*= I'm not even exaggerating when I say that is probably up there as one of the best days of my life. 
**= We were meant to go today (release day) but Jenny can't make it.


Tuesday, 30 July 2013

"I've been waiting for a guide to come and take me by the hand"








   Other than hanging out with F list tv broadcasters (srsly when I saw my family today everyone was asking “did Alan Partridge actually say you were nicer than his wife?!") this week I also went down to the coast to visit my granny. 
   We went to Arundel and trawled about the antique shops where I found a genuine 1940s red dress that was so beautiful and why am I not rich?
   I also bought three books I have been meaning to read for ages, went to the beach, laughed a lot with my cousins and step siblings and played cards.
   But above all things I find I tend to reflect a lot on my work at my granny’s place. Idk if it’s the pictures of the pope staring me down, triggering an innate catholic guilt that has been genetically built into me or what but I find I reflect on my practise a lot. 
   When I was younger when I visited my granny’s, the space away from the Internet, television and my friends often left me with an uncorrupted open imagination, which often triggered my writing and opened up my brain. 
   This time I find that is not happening so much. But it’s that notion that interests me. An idea usually springs into my head from a tiny fleeting thought, and then I am left with a story, a narrative. So where is my one this time?

Wednesday, 12 June 2013

The Edge of Love

  A film I have always been attracted to especially production design wise has been "The Edge of Love" (2008) by John Maybury, to me it is a massive eyegasm with victory rolls, florals and other war-time lovelies. I am so into it that I have even decided to dress more in the style of the film's main two protagonists, Caitlin (wheyyyyyyy!) and Vera. Caitlin and Dylan Thomas were infamous for their relationship, their union suggested that a couple who drink together, stick together. Naturally this theme of alcoholism fits rather snugly into my current artistic practice. So I may even research more theoretically into Dylan Thomas' life.
   I am sure we have all been in a situation at some point in our lives in which you and your best friend like the same guy, and sometimes even in a sort of extreme situation, have ended up in some bizarre love triangle scenario. So this film focuses on the dynamic which is portrayed when two best friends have had/have a relationship with someone, and Cillian Murphy's character, Wiliam Killick states,
   "First love's all right as far as it goes; last love, that's what I'm interested in." which when you think about it, this quote could serve as the film's theme. 
   Also funnily enough, my mum being the lit nerd that she was in her younger years, saw the name of Dylan's wife when she was pregnant with me, and given the baby name specification she so desired which included Irish names only, actually named me after her. So in a bizarrely almost-narcissistic way, I probably feel I can relate more to her story due to our identical titles. 
   But aesthetically, some of the shots in this film are truly stunning. I spent a wonderful evening sipping tea and screen capping the shit out of this film.
   My personal favourites are the parts that pay close attention to small colourful details, i.e. a paint pallet, or a bright children's rattle. Or even the 5 second shot of Caitlin Thomas' son playing with a dead fish outside.





Not only that, the costume design is incredibly appropriate and accurate, particularly for day-to-day living in rural Wales, hats, long socks and wellies are the fitting uniform of convenience for harshly cold and rainy conditions.


Sorry for the shoddily out of focus quality of these photos. Just click to zoom. I just love that blue colour on her. 









Frolicking on the beach, seriously how skinny are they both? :/ In fact, when you look at photos of the real Caitlin MacNamara nee Thomas, you observe a massive chunk of historical inaccuracy. The real Caitlin definitely had more junk in the trunk...



I just want this jumper.. Caitlin wearing Dylan's chunky fair isle jumper in a time of crisis.




Sienna Miller looking like Emma Watson (???).

   Not only do the girls wear just day-clothes, on special occasions they don bright lipsticks, slickly rolled hair and pastel coloured suits. We see this in the court case at the end of the film, and when William returns from the war, Vera gussies herself up nicely. As much as I love their "formal" wear, I prefer the outfits they sport mucking round Wales, that is just a personal perspective though. I'm more of a dressed-down gal myself.





Wahhhhh how gorgeous is this shot?! Love the depth and sadness in it.



Sozzzz for the Play symbol. HER HAIR!!!




The story moves into the courtroom near the end of the film.




   Caitlin and Vera's emotional goodbye, even thought they were rivals, and one of their husband's ruined the other's quality of life, they were still "best friends" and vowed to write to each other.
   Also if anyone knows of any films that are similar in terms of costume design, give me a shout please.

Monday, 10 June 2013

Loose Lips Sink Ships

   I am just ob-sesssssed with the "Land Girl" style anyway of late. I even made a Pinterest board. See? I'm so committed.

   I see a economic struggle around me, particularly as an art student, which leads to a necessary creativity, a modern "make do and mend" if you will. My housemate last year made Christmas decorations out of granny porn i.e. those Mills & Boon books you can get in Smiths. Girls around me are hemming and tying and making something new out of nothing at all. And this as an artist since I can remember, always fascinated me. I am really into blogs like Vixen Vintage, she can tie THE PERFECT head scarf. And she owns so many tartan skirts and saddle shoes. <3.

 Why the shit are there no saddle shoes anywhere in England by the way? Is anyone else facing this problem? If I find any they are cheesy 1950s rockabilly girl fancy dress and they suck. I want the real deal, y'all. Someone hook me up, please.

Anyway, here is a plethora of photos of things that I think are pretty/fit into my Land Girl obsession reverence. I'm thinking, victory rolls, overalls, dungarees, head scarves and tea dresses.

Owwh Rory. This is kind of where my Land Girl love was sparked again, in this particular episode of Gilmore Girls, "We've Got Magic To Do" in which Rory throws a WWII themed DAR party. Just- her hair. It helps that Alexis Bledel seems to really suit the vintage look (see below).

A shot of Alexis Bledel taken from one of my favourite photoshoots ever, "American Icons" by Amy Spencer featuring famous actresses donning the look of American pioneering women of history.

Some bint with banging hair and a fabulous ride- source: http://puttarukka.tumblr.com

TEA DRESSES!!!

Rita Hayworth. Source: http://vintagedressups.blogspot.co.uk/2009/09/1940s-hair-and-make-up_16.html
Vixen Vintage's Solannah with one of her impeccable headscarves. What originally started out as a safety measure to avoid the female factory worker's hair being tangled up into dangerous machinery, then ended up a pin-up fashion statement for years to come. Source: http://www.vixen-vintage.com/2010/01/how-to-tie-40s-headscarf.html

   There's also the formal suit wear of the 40s which showed a proportionate shoulder/hip balance, puffed and accentuated shoulders usually in pastel colours, and the famous . I'm not as knowledgable on this style as I am the Land Girl style but I still think it's a really strong look.

Some 1940s style tips, featuring "swing shirts" and the like. Source: http://www.myhappysewingplace.com/2011/03/pinafore-inspiration-part-2.html
Another costume design gem, "Miss Pettigrew Lives For A Day". Source: http://www.fanpop.com/clubs/miss-pettigrew-lives-for-a-day/images/8462748/title/miss-pettigrew-lives-day-photo?ir=true

"Service women checking out new, artificial silk-plated stockings specially designed for them c. 1943"
  Anywho- I am definitely going to be channeling my inner WWII factory worker-cum-land girl this summer. Particularly at Glastonbury Festival, which I have rather loserishly been planning what I'm going to wear for it. Whilst my best friend intends to grow some dreadlocks and wear Indian/African/beautifully ethnical looking prints, I am going to be V-Daying it up.

  I EVEN DREW THINGS FOR IT.





   Yes so the above depicts my summer sketchbook, a leather bound notebook I got from when I was in Turkey last year, it is small and compact enough for me to take everywhere with me for random ramblings that roam in my head that need to manifested on paper. I have these thoughts and ideas that are expelled out of my pen. I did the majority of these sketches whilst en route home to Bucks from Norfolk, so hopefully they're not too shaky (the Loose Lips Sink Ships typography was haaard to execute).
   To be honest a lot of these things I tend to wear and do anyway, i.e. the fairisle jumpers and floral patterns and brogues are forever on my feet, it's the A-Line skirts and headscarving I need to work on. But I feel as though I already have a little head start, my friend Emily (her writing is here, if you want to read something touchingly personal and tender, yet sharply concise when it comes to matter of style and beauty, check her out) calls me her Land Girl for shits et gigs after all.


Wednesday, 5 June 2013

Hogging the Middle Lane: The awkward moment when your cabbie defends the EDL


   “But the man was black and had a black dog and wore black clothing and walked on the dark country lane-“ The woman on the radio with the thickly East-Anglia accent almost screeched out of the back seat speakers, the topic for discussion was the new charge that accompanies “hogging the middle lane” on motorways, a subject most motorists feel passionately about. Anything that causes road rage should be reprimanded, in their opinions. I dunno maybe get some anger management therapy instead… Maybe? Call me a Freud groupie but this kind of anger usually stems from something else. As said to me once by a qualified therapist I used to know, “usually you are not angry at the external situation, it’s just the external situation that has made you angry about something internal.”
   Road rage has always been something I could never get my head around, in all fairness, I do not drive. My driving experience spans as far as my dad plopping me in the driving seat of his Astra and then instructing me to stall the car at least 11 times, a probably psychologically scarring experience that explains my aversion to joining the motorist gang and my recently hilarious mistaking of the handbrake for the clutch.
  Anyway… This woman’s voice rang with the typical Eastern England screech, typically associated with Essix[1]. She barked words about “dark” and “black” as she described her motorist tribulations, a man wandering about a dark country road in the middle of the night with no visibility gear. One thing that naturally got picked up on was her highlighting of the pedestrian’s ethnicity, she and Nick Conrad (the DJ at the time) discussed his clothing, “he should have worn high visibility gear” and “sometimes even wearing white is encouraged”[2]. At one point Nick mentions awkwardly that her comments on the man’s racial origins may be picked up on by listeners, and boy, were they.
   Because what for me, was really poignant about this woman’s spiel was plainly the tone of voice she used to describe this pedestrian’s skin tone. She spat out the words, as if trying so forcibly to avoid the touchy subject by overcompensating in her spoken expulsion of “black man.” Her absurdist portrayal made me imagine a 1920’s gollywog man with shoeshine for face paint wandering up and down the road. And to me this was not a comical thought. It made me sad.
   Because this man, obviously, can’t help his skin tone. Just like how I can’t help mine when I turn lobster red when in the playhouse garden in June[3]. It’s genetic, uncontrollable, and part of a person’s visual identity. Yes, his clothing can be helped, I give the anonymous caller that, he could have donned a high visibility jacket, even given the dog a “blind dog” style bright yellow lead. But the colour of this man’s skin is unavoidable, unnecessarily picked up on, and used against this man like it is at his fault. And it. Is. Not.
  So in the back of the cab I shook my head and muttered; “that’s ridiculous.” Ever had that thing where you literally can’t not verbalise your thoughts? That’s what happened[4]. “She is actually being borderline racist.” Borderline racist. Different to full on racist.
   “I think people are too quick to play the racism card though. He was a black man walking a dark street at night.” The cabbie drawled. I sighed. Were we really going there and reprimanding this man for his skin colour? An act of hatred that has been echoed in history for hundreds of years? “I’ve driven lots of black people in my time. And you’d be well- surprised. Often black people are racist about white people.” And that makes it acceptable?! “I recently drove a member of the EDL and he wasn’t actually racist, not at all. He just thinks Britain should be kept British” I felt my mouth beginning to press into a thin line. “That Christianity should be kept in schools, he wants his children to be bought up and not be Muslim.” Be muslim!!? Like it’s some sort of metamorphic type transformation!!? I was quiet. My brain felt all scrambled and angry. I stared blankly at the fish and chip shop we rode past that was ran by a Vietnamese couple and I wondered- what even was British anymore? 
   Sure this man had his opinions on the immigration laws in Great Britain, but that to me certainly does not mean an eye for an eye. I remember finding out recently that the man who murdered the soldier in Woolwich said afterward “an eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth.” A cruel twist on one of my favourite, and most relevant-to-life quotes of all time.[5]
   Afterwards the driver then made phatic chit-chat on “what the new bakery down the road” was like, and I felt a weird cloud lift out over our heads. Maybe cab conversation should be kept like this, small and chatty.
   But this is something I have always struggled with, I am not the person at the dinner party who raises her hands and laughs “woah woah- this conversation got deep.” I can’t extrapolate interestingly and eloquently on the weather, today it was sunny. That was it. So maybe this woman was right to speak up about “the black man”, she didn’t shy away and that was almost admirable. However I couldn’t fathom what she was trying to say, no matter how I looked at it. I had my opinions and they had theirs, and we all had to try to inhabit this country together, like 4 disagreeing housemates bickering about the washing up.



[1] Essex, county in England.
[2] I apologise to BBC Radio Norfolk and the people involved in these quotes if inaccurate, I feel as though I get the main point of them, but they are paraphrased as cannot remember what was said word for word.
[3] My shoulder’s are radiating heat right now. Literally.
[4] This blog is called “I Have Opinions” for a reason y’know.

Tuesday, 16 April 2013

I did poetry, for the first time in a while. And it's nice because I don't actually despise it.


The beach

You wake
I wake
In the husk of what was once there
A year gone by

We clung to each other desperately
Back then
Loneliness throws people together
And we collided particles

This love is now stale
I don’t have time
And you don’t have time
malnourished and grey

You snip at my crust
My outer shell
I look upon you
Like a bawlingly helpless infant
Nothing I can really do

The truth is I’m selfish
I climb among friends like hard stones
To get to the water
The divinity, the goal

And to be amongst the stones you must be hard
To survive the long stretch
To make it
To the sea